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Assalamualaikum~ and hello

Well yeah. Its been a long time. A very long time I guess. Is there perhaps anybody still waiting an entry from this blog? Hahaha. I dont care if theres any readers or not. I just wanna share my thought. My words. My feelings.

Well as u guys dont know, I get into politeknik last june 2015. Alhamdulillah. Almost 1semester. I did it. I make it hahah. This is my Final Week actually. Tomorrow is my last paper. Wish me luck inshaAllah! Hee ;)

So, I got a little problem with my friends. Its was my fault. And pardon me please. Because I got no time to think about the probs. Cause ya. Iam having a final heree. So i need to focus a little bit. But, kita hanya mampu merancang. I cant even focus. Just akhir-akhir ni tiba-tiba rasa macam dada dihimpit sesuatu yg berat. I mean today actually huhu.

My friends still cant trust me. Im dissapointed with myself. With everything. Actually, ikutkan kepala hotak TAK waras aku, aku mau walk away sahaja. Leave them. Go far away from this stupidos things call 'FRIENDSHIP' Well pardon me for saying its a stupid things. Tiba-tiba emosi pula hahah.

I've been hurt by friendship for thousands time. Iam sorry for being such a sucks friends. Iam sorry. But iam hurt as well. And its stupid if I blame others for this. Cause, its clearly my fault. Mine! I just. I just hope everything can be fixed back. Im tired of being like this. I wouldnt masuk campur anymore. I wouldnt. Sebab aku terlalu penat. I'll let this be. Until u needs me. Only if u need me. Ya. Im here. Always ready accepting u back. Or, should I just say 'iam available if u wanna make me as ur friend back' should i? Hahah

Well akhir kalam, take ur time. Take as much as u want. I wont bother. Bcos I thought the one that have rights to take me back is u. Its okay. To be hurt. By my ownself. Iam getting used to it ;)